Thursday, January 3, 2008

While my mom had turned from the grasp of addiction and lived a healed life. My father continued to live in a world of addiction. I had drastic changes in environment at an early age which allowed me to sense the differences in atmosphere, moods, vibes and experiences. One summer vacation when I was 8 or 9. I went to stay with my mom. While she worked, I would go to the babysitter’s house. This one day as I sat on the couch as the other kids played outside this song began to play. Something in my spirit smiled, I knew the words! I had known them for a long time and this was my favorite song. I sung along joyfully. That evening I was asking my mom what the name of that song was. I explained it to her. She looks at me confused. My mom was the only God person in my life at that point so it had to be her that I listened to this song with! I say, "you know mom that song," and I sung a little to her. ~El Shaddai, el Shaddai, El-elyon na Adonai, Age to age you're still the same, By the power of the name. El Shaddai, el Shaddai, Erkamka na Adonai,~ She looks at me funny and says, yeah ok I think I know what song you are talking about but honey, I only heard the song recently and we never sung it together. I stood there a bit confused…wondering where I had heard it and why I knew the words. She said maybe the angles sung it with me? I don’t know, but I still am very fond of the song.

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